Category: What is Love?

“She is more than he could ever be, a mixture of everything he has ever desired. She fulfills him with the perfect love and makes him happy like his grandmother and his mother. She’s exactly what he’s needed to make him feel complete.
She’s a woman, his other half, the strength he needs to build up his own team.”
Happy International Women Day
-Kbeautifulmind

This is how you keep her

She’s caught your attention and her soul seems to be drawing you in.

She has those eye’s that make you want to learn more and see what’s within.

You must learn about her and explore what she represents.

You must learn the reasons why she smiles or when her silence comes about and what causes it.

You must trace her weakest spots and understand why she writes.

You must learn of her fears and know what it takes to protect and keep her secured.

You must show her why you are there and that if she let’s you in that you will always be by her side.

You must know how long it takes for her to give up and, what are the things that can lead her to that.

You must tell her that you’ll be there to hold her when this time comes and will do what you can to make her hold on.

You must understand what gives her drive and what drives her away.

You must understand that if you are planning to love her you can’t lose her trust; for she will get lost and the person you fell for won’t be the same.

You must learn that she’s kind and has a heart bigger then her, and that if you crush her you’ll be destroying the soul you once knew.

The soul that you saw glow right through her eyes, the one that she trusted to show you as she gave you that smile that made you feel something on site.

You must simply understand that she’s been through a lot and that if you want to be let in you should always be honest and respect her at all times.

You must learn that if you get her you can trust in her love, but if you dare to hurt her then she’ll pack up her bags and be gone.

And, this is how you keep her.

I’m a gentleman

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I’m a gentleman of gentle deeds,
I was raised by a beautifully kind woman and a man with so much pride and honor, even when he had to work on his hands and knees.
They taught me about respect, they taught me how to love and to always treat others with kindness.
They raised me to be the great man I am today.
My smile confirms my thoughts, I’m not the best at communicating but if you make me comfortable I’ll open up with integrity and no hesitation.
I’m a simple man of simple gestures,
whose kindness has never been fought.
My words are clever,
My ideas are charming,
and I try to keep my romance soft yet strong.
I bring flowers, I open doors, I’ll hold your hand, and respect all your thoughts.
I am a gentleman,
Yes, we do still exist.
I understand it’s hard to trust me, especially in todays society.
Just know that my intentions are good. I choose to be a gentleman,
the careful man of this generation because I’m here to show you that we’re not all the same.

-Kbeautifulmind

Make me your home

Make me your home, no need to continue spending anymore nights alone.
Let me be the covers on your back as I hold you close, caressing your chest and feeling the beat of your heart full of joy.
Let our toes meet at the end of the bed, as a shock sparks through our bodies sending the desire we have for each other to our brains.
Let me explore you like no one else has done so before, let me be the one that gives you the crave to always want more.
Make me your home, I know you’ll look forward to me at the end of the day.
I promise you baby there will be no regrets.

-Kbeautifulmind

Through her

“I don’t miss you”

He told her…

She truly didn’t care but she listened.

“Because I knew that was it. So instead countless amount of times I make love to you through her, I hug you through her, I kiss you through her, I picture your face on hers, I treat her like I should have treated you. I knew that was it, so I’m with you through her.”
He shamelessly told her…

In that moment she knew that his memory of her will forever remain and he’d continue to love her through HER.

-Kbeautifulmind

Atelphobia

She knew she feared something but couldn’t figure out what it was.
Maybe it was rejection, the idea of someone not wanting her was a bit hard to swallow for she had always been wanted by someone.
Maybe it was being alone, she had never been alone, for as long as she could remember there has always been someone there.
Maybe it was acceptance, she already knew that at times she tried too hard, she gave too much, she shared too much, she expressed too much.
She also knew that at times she was heartless, rude, careless and too honest.
So maybe, just maybe…
She feared rejection?
Maybe she feared loneliness?
or maybe…
She feared not being accepted?
But by who?
Maybe it was just atelphobia.
Atelphobia for her future, it sounded right but she still didn’t understand it.
-Kbeautifulmind

Living the dream.

I thought I was a victim

I thought I was a victim, am I not good enough I’d ask myself?
What do I have to do, to grab his full attention?
What can I do to change him, to have him see that I am what he needs?
He says I’m the one and tells the same story to all of our loved ones, but at night he rushes to his contact list to see who he can get attention from.
I thought I was a victim, so I’d despise him everytime; kicking myself thinking “maybe you are not good enough.”
You need to be smarter, learn how to drive better, don’t speak to much, don’t over think, don’t share your feelings, don’t bother him to the extremes.
I thought I was a victim because he made me feel that way, then I realized I played apart in my own unhappiness by deciding to stay.
-Kbeautifulmind

Why must I hide

Why must I hide what I have been through, just to protect your image for those who care about you.
Why can’t I share with the world what I’m feeling inside, without a care in the world of what you’ll look like.
Why are they offended by what I have said, if I speak the truth of what has happened.
When did I become the bad guy after all of this?
Can’t they see how much I loved you and how deep is my agony?
Why can’t they understand me as humans?
Can’t they see how broken I am and what you’ve done is unfair?
You do this with out feeling any guilt, make them fall madly in love, using them for your needs till you get bored and move on.
Tell them the truth, since you claim to be such a good man, tell them all the hurt you caused me before the very end.
Tell them how I covered it and was force to put on a smile like there was no pain.
Tell them what I wrote was what you deserved and no less.
Why must I hide to protect your image?
Why can’t you tell them exactly what happened.

-kbeautifulmind