Stand with me, listen to me,
show me how to trust again.
Hold me, enfold me,
show me that you’re here to stay.
Lay with me, discover me,
show me that you’re different.
Impress me, astonish me,
show me that you’re worthy.
Take me, taste me,
show me how you treat the one you’re trying to keep.
-Kbeautifulmind
Throughout the stress, work, pain, fear, and the worries; make room for life and live.
-Kbeautifulmind
I could sleep with you, I could.
I could kiss you, and get a taste of your delicious tongue as it unravels in my mouth and plays along with mine.
I could tear your shirt off of your body with out anticipation where beneath just lays another human body.
I could rip off your pants with the guts the alcohol has helped me build and pleasure you like you’ve never been pleasured before.
I could sleep with you, I could.
I could have your head wrapped around my legs and have you pleasure me, and if you’re any good allowing you to see my body lose it’s self with your touch.
I could let you inside of me, as our naked bodies move to different beats until we climax.
I could sleep with you, I could.
But, I’m not looking for someone to just sleep with.
I want someone worth knowing, someone I could lay it all on the line for and take a chance with.
I could sleep with you, I could.
But, then again…
I could sleep with anyone.
-Kbeautifulmind
My only aspiration is to find someone who I can escape into.
Someone true who doesn’t drag me down but, makes me better than I already am on my own.
Someone who will truly be my remedy, and hold my hand when this world gets cruel.
-Kbeautifulmind
Everything stops when I’m with him.
We can be surrounded by a crowed, standing in the middle of all the commotion.
The ladies can have their eyes on him, the men may have their eyes on me…
yet, we can’t take our eyes off each other.
Our eyes connect, and our souls recognize each other.
Everything stops when we are together, because together is what feels right.
-Kbeautifulmind
To be able to write about the pain, is more than others can do.
Most people can’t ever speak of it, or face it again.
They lose touch, or emotion towards what happened.
They grow silent, bitter, angry…
and no one can seem to understand why?
They bury it.
To write of the pain, and speak of the hate you feel…
It’s brave…
and a *privilege not many are blessed with.
-Kbeautifulmind
The reason you are always trying to see five steps ahead is because you are afraid to be hurt…
Those other women/men have hurt you…
so you’re always looking ahead trying to protect yourself.
Stop, please.
There is no protection needed here, there is no looking ahead, they are not “too good to be true.”
You are going to have to trust her/him.
She/he will not hurt you.
repeat after me…
“She/he will not hurt me.”
-Kbeautifulmind
What was it like…
having the power to pull all the strings, and convince me that I was dancing?
-Kbeautifulmind
Where was I when you figured out all those little doubts were just too much to conquer,
Was I smilin’ like a fool
Over morning kisses and pancakes?
Did you know it was a lie
When you said you could see yourself with me?
Was I laying on your chest rocking my hips to your heart beat?
Was it after making love, as you noticed I was falling?
Was there ever an exact moment, or did your feelings never rise for me?
What was it like to watch me fall, knowing that you wouldn’t catch me?
Where was I?
Why couldn’t I see it ending?
-Kbeautifulmind
I gave you all of me, since day one, you had me.
You gave me half of you, since day one, you hid from me.
Now you ask me why I’m walking away?
I mean honestly, did you really expect me to stay?
I don’t do so well with a half of anything.
-Kbeautifulmind
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