Stand with me, listen to me,
show me how to trust again.
Hold me, enfold me,
show me that you’re here to stay.
Lay with me, discover me,
show me that you’re different.
Impress me, astonish me,
show me that you’re worthy.
Take me, taste me,
show me how you treat the one you’re trying to keep.
-Kbeautifulmind
At the end of the day all we want is good love.
A love so charismatic, that it throws you off guard because you can’t even explain the feelings you are getting.
A love connection so pure, that just being in the presence of the person you feel at home.
A love so unique, that nothing or anyone could distract the value this person holds in your life.
A love so deep, that the cells in your body recognize the touch, voice, and smell of the person and you can’t seem to get your excited body, mind, and soul to simmer down.
A love bond so strong, that anything life throws at you…
ANYTHING,
feels so little,
and so meaningless.
Because this person, this unique soul…
this good love is so deep, that it’s absolutely irreplaceable.
-Kbeautifulmind
I could sleep with you, I could.
I could kiss you, and get a taste of your delicious tongue as it unravels in my mouth and plays along with mine.
I could tear your shirt off of your body with out anticipation where beneath just lays another human body.
I could rip off your pants with the guts the alcohol has helped me build and pleasure you like you’ve never been pleasured before.
I could sleep with you, I could.
I could have your head wrapped around my legs and have you pleasure me, and if you’re any good allowing you to see my body lose it’s self with your touch.
I could let you inside of me, as our naked bodies move to different beats until we climax.
I could sleep with you, I could.
But, I’m not looking for someone to just sleep with.
I want someone worth knowing, someone I could lay it all on the line for and take a chance with.
I could sleep with you, I could.
But, then again…
I could sleep with anyone.
-Kbeautifulmind
Ever kissed someone and felt like the world stopped right in your tracks?
A feeling so deep that feels as if there has been some kind of chemistry you’ve never felt before?
OR…
Ever kiss someone that could be perfect for you. You seem to have so much in common with the person, and they are the ideal person you want to build a future with but, all you feel is sexual excitement? As if anyone else could give you that feeling because you are just horny? Not exactly a connection?
I’m sure most of you have answered yes to both of them.
My friend and I were talking about Chemistry between two people and the difference of it with soul recognition. We wondered how exactly that worked and if maybe we are too picky as we are both people that wish to find the person that makes us feel a unique chemistry as well as comes along and excites our soul.
So it got me thinking, and asking myself…
“Kelsey, have you met any one of your soul mates?”
I’m honestly not sure if I have.
and if I have, the only person closed to being one of my soul mates was my H.S sweet heart.
But if my ex-boyfriend wasn’t my soulmate, what was he?
and… what was the guy I dated after him that gave me similar feelings as I had once felt with my first boyfriend, but even better.
and… Why would I feel that way if him and I weren’t anything serious?
and… why is it that any of the guys I’ve dated and talked to since, can’t seem to make me feel the same?
Could I be shutting down and not allowing the feelings?
or
is there really no chemistry at all?
My mom use to tell me that we have three soul mates in this life…
My friend agrees.
I also heard from a man once… “Every man gets three great women in his life. One of them is usually his mother, so if he’s already had one good one, he better not screw it up with the next one because she could be the last one.”
So, what exactly is chemistry?
well, weather you believe in soul mates or not…
I’ve come to discover, that I believe that when souls recognize each other, thats what makes the chemistry.
I believe that maybe you do have a couple of soul mates and that not all of them are technically put in your life for sexual/romantic relationships.
You see, chemistry is important.
It’s indescribable.
You can feel it when you meet someone and like them, no matter the gender and “how” it is that you like them, and you can feel it when you don’t like someone or can’t seem to stand the person at all.
Therefor,
I believe that chemistry IS soul recognition.
Our souls were meant to recognize certain people with an importance that tells your body and mind “this person is one of us, this person would be good for our life.”
Chemistry is what makes these magical moments. It’s beautiful, wonderful, and uncontrollable.
You can’t fabricate it…
It’s what makes that kiss feel like the world has stopped in your tracks.
A feeling so deep and full of chemistry because you were meant to connect with that person in this life time…
So how could you be meant to only feel that three whole times in your life?
In my belief … Impossible.
-Kbeautifulmind
Two Thousand-Fifteen is coming to an end, and as most of us agree things could have been better. We always sit there at the end of the year and say “New Year please be good to me, please be better.” However, did you take the time to reflect? Did you accomplish your goals and resolutions? And if not, why? And how are you going to make sure that doesn’t happen again?
We must remember that nothing can ever be perfect and we must appreciate what we did get out of the previous year, before we start asking for more or “better.”
I can honestly say 2015 was as amazing and as intense as the year could have been.
So many things have changed: My perspectives, my goals, my dreams, my desires, my relationships, my mentality, my feelings, and the people in my life.
I started the year with certain goals, dreams, and perspectives and some have changed as some continue to stay the same. Many were accomplished and/or are close to being accomplished as we enter the new year. I finally began new projects I had been wanting to for so long and I can not wait till I am done and see the final results.
My desires have definitely grown as I’ve found personal growth within my self. I am a lot more satasfied and confident with my body and soul.
I learned that days will be rough but, I must finish everyday and be done with it, and when that doesn’t work… a good laugh or long sleep can cure anything.
My relationships haven’t changed too much. I started the year with certain important people by my side and all of them are still here. I made some new friends, some which didn’t stick it through but others who I can tell are here to stay. I continued to be humble and grateful for all the love and support I receive, and I’ve learned to not take those that have been good to me for granted because I know how lucky I am to have them in my life.
I didn’t find strong love that happened to change my romantic relationship status. (Still single and mingling, lol maybe not the mingling part) However, I did meet people that helped me see that even at 25 you can still feel butter flies and pure happiness. I learned that nothing is forever or will workout the way you hoped but, enjoying the moment is just as fun and pleasurable and memories will always live on. I learned that everyone has a purpose as they entered your life, and if they aren’t here to stay is because one of you had to learn something from the other one.
Most importantly, I learned to fully heal from the scars that had been caused by the past and I’m learning to know exactly what I want and will not accept. I met people that made the cells in my body jump with excitement by just a simple touch, and I have decided I never want to settle for any other feeling than that one. I learned that feelings aren’t reciprocal and thats okay, for the worth you saw in someone, someone else will see in you someday.
I’ve made my peace with everything and everyone, and I found closure myself and within myself which was the most important successful achievements of them all.
I’m not angry at the end of this year, nor do I have any resentments; I’m simply grateful for everything and everyone that have helped me learn and grow so much.
Over the last year, I have finally learned how to become the higher version of myself. I realized that happiness and comfort is something internal and eternal forces should not be depended on for my comfort or happiness.
Over the last year, I finally understood.
-Kbeautifulmind
Their beauty glows whether they walk hand in hand with someone, or alone.
They have learned to love themselves, and have managed to stay humble, paying no attention to those that envy them.
Their good and heart warming, and have a way of bringing the world peace and comfort.
They are fascinating and admirable.
They don’t often tell you what they are capable of, but you just see it in how they carry them selves.
Their strength, independency, and positive vibes inspire others…
without realization.
They constantly maintain a smile on their face, no matter how big the storm gets.
Their laugh brings up the mood of those around them.
These women at times go unnoticed yet, that never seems to be an issue for them.
Because, some women are like the moon…
The moon doesn’t behave like it is above anyone, it just quietly shines.
-Kbeautifulmind
Man. Crush. Monday
This one’s for the men who still believe in chivalry.
The one’s opening doors, giving forehead kisses, dedicating songs, committing and appreciating one woman instead of trying to juggle 3 or 5 at a time.
This one’s for the men who make the effort, who go out their way to spend time with a woman,who rather call or face time instead of just text with… “WYD.”
The one’s who cherish the women in their lives and respect them like they would respect their own mother or sisters.
This one’s for the men that are honest and faithful, instead of acting like children and playing stupid games.
The one’s who rather see a woman strong and smiling, instead of weak and in tears.
This one’s for REAL men who have never abused (verbally or physically) a woman, raped, belittled, or hurt her emotionally just because it’s what they needed to do to feel powerful.
The one’s who realize when they have made the mistake to hurt a woman, and have faced the situation instead of hiding like a coward.
This one’s for the men who remember how their mother raised them, and won’t let today’s society turn them into heartless ignorant idiots.
The one’s who are smart, ambitious, driven, and dreamers, because their is nothing sexier than a man who desires to always keep learning and growing.
This one’s for the real ones.
The real men of today’s world that are over shadowed by the “player, anti commitment, insta – famous, only date girls with big butt and waist trained bodies, fuck boys.”
This one’s for the good men, the few left that should be so proud that they haven’t fallen under the claws of today’s society and it’s ways of trying to belittle women.
The one’s who admire their woman by their side, and don’t push them to the back because they feel threatened.
This one is for you guys.
We appreciate you.
-Kbeautifulmind
“God is within her, she will not f a l l.”
Last night I had a selfie session.
As I thought about how screwed up my life was this time last year…
I smiled, because I am so proud of myself and how much I have over came as a person.
How much I have grown, and how positive I kept my mind and spirit.
Then I thought about how much I still need to over come…
Something in my gut just tells me that all the worries I hold in my heart now, won’t be anything by this time next year.
Stay positive people!
Kbeautifulmind
I still miss you, and it’s not fair.
I have men asking me out, blowing up my phone, dms, even trying to make me fall…
yet your face always comes to mind.
I’ve loved people more then I’ve even liked you, yet I don’t miss them.
Before you, I had lost hope.
I had shut down.
I was in the dark.
You had turned on the light for me.
You made me feel like I was hole again.
With you…
I felt alive.
I felt free.
I felt worthy.
I felt comfortable to be me.
I felt like you understood me.
I still miss you, and it’s just not fair.
-Kbeautifulmind
My only aspiration is to find someone who I can escape into.
Someone true who doesn’t drag me down but, makes me better than I already am on my own.
Someone who will truly be my remedy, and hold my hand when this world gets cruel.
-Kbeautifulmind
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