Dear momma

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Dear Momma,
What does it look like in heaven?
Is it peaceful?
Is it as nice as they say?
Does the sun shine bright forever?
or do you still get the privilege to see the beautiful moon and the stars at the end of the day?
Are you with your love ones and some of your friends?
Have your fears and your pain gone away?
I sure hope so…
Here on earth everything’s different…
Things changed a lot since you been gone, but I’m sure your watching it all from above.
Life is pretty good for me, as a matter of fact I’m better than you left me, but it feels like everything good is missing since you left.
There’s an emptiness I just can’t explain.
I truly hope you’re doing great!
I hope you’re dancing in the sky and I hope you’re singing all of your favorite songs.
I hope your cooking all of your favorite foods and that everyone likes it just like we do.
I hope you’re laughing and having a blast.
I hope your days are filled with love and light and that you never stress or worry at all.
I bet it’s so nice up in heaven since you’ve arrived.
Tell me are you happy?
Are you more alive?
Because here on earth it feels like everything good is missing since you left, there’s an emptiness I just can’t explain.

Praying for your peaceful rest,
Your daughter.

-Kbeautifulmind

I wanted to hate you, but I couldn’t.
I just didn’t have it in me to grow hate for someone that once meant the world to me, so instead I forgave you.
I forgave you and decided to learn from our mistakes and become a better lover for my future.

-Kbeautifulmind 💕

His happiness

And that’s when his heart broke.
Days later…
Months later…
Years later…
As he realized that she was his happiness, and she was now happy in the arms of another man.
Kissing another man.
Hugging another man.
Singing to another man.
Writing about another man.
Play fighting with another man and grabbing his butt, and doing all of the things he loved but pretended like he didn’t.
Joking with another man, and making him laugh.
Smiling at another man, her eye’s glowing as she looked at him.
Her fingers twined in his.
That’s when he realized it, as he watched another man walk away with his happiness.

-Kbeautifulmind

The heart of every girl

It’s to be romanced and to reveal beauty. To receive those sweet kisses that give you butterflies, the sweet compliments that make your knees weak, the flowers that make you feel special, the wonderful feeling when he holds you tight and makes you feel safe, and the freedom and happiness that comes when he holds your hand and asks you to lead the way.The heart of every girl longs for these things, it’s what makes us come alive, it’s what awakes those dreams within us as we hope to play the irreplaceable main role in his love story.
-Kbeautifulmind

This is how you keep her

She’s caught your attention and her soul seems to be drawing you in.

She has those eye’s that make you want to learn more and see what’s within.

You must learn about her and explore what she represents.

You must learn the reasons why she smiles or when her silence comes about and what causes it.

You must trace her weakest spots and understand why she writes.

You must learn of her fears and know what it takes to protect and keep her secured.

You must show her why you are there and that if she let’s you in that you will always be by her side.

You must know how long it takes for her to give up and, what are the things that can lead her to that.

You must tell her that you’ll be there to hold her when this time comes and will do what you can to make her hold on.

You must understand what gives her drive and what drives her away.

You must understand that if you are planning to love her you can’t lose her trust; for she will get lost and the person you fell for won’t be the same.

You must learn that she’s kind and has a heart bigger then her, and that if you crush her you’ll be destroying the soul you once knew.

The soul that you saw glow right through her eyes, the one that she trusted to show you as she gave you that smile that made you feel something on site.

You must simply understand that she’s been through a lot and that if you want to be let in you should always be honest and respect her at all times.

You must learn that if you get her you can trust in her love, but if you dare to hurt her then she’ll pack up her bags and be gone.

And, this is how you keep her.

Women are not all the same, they come in different shapes and possess different minds. We have the women with self respect, high standards and who know their values. They accept nothing less than what they are worth. We also have the women who are lost and insecure, which leads them to take any title just for some attention.

-Kbeautifulmind

Dear Brother…

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Dear Brother,
I Hope someday you take everything we’ve taught you and that it helps you as you learn to make it on your own.
I hope someday you take the words from mommy and all the shit I give you and understand it’s all been said because we love you and want what’s best for you.
I hope someday you see that taking over and having the responsibility to raise you has been a struggle but that no matter how “good off me” you always claim to be, I will forever be your big sister who’s truly on your side.
I hope someday you see I still love you just like the day mommy brought you home, I mean I had no choice you were my first baby brother lol.
I hope someday you know I truly, truly just want what’s best for you and my only desire is to help mommy raise a honest, loving, gentleman since she is no longer here to do it herself.
I hope someday you see the sacrafises I have made to try and unite us all as a family and bring peace into our home.

In dedication to my brother Christopher.
Happy 16th Birthday to the biggest pain in my _ _ _👦🎂🎉

-Kbeautifulmind