Tag: Love

Favorite Garden

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Today I took a walk in our favorite garden.
First time we discovered this place was as a family.
Second time I came here you asked me to bring you.
We grabbed lunch and spent the evening here just talking, and I almost chocked on my food.
You said, “Dios mio, you can’t die, then I die, then the kids would really be screwed!”
I laughed so hard my rice came out my nose.
I came here today because you been on my mind a lot, I miss you.
Everything is way harder than I thought, and I don’t even know if I’m doing it right?
I have accepted that you’re gone but sometimes I just want to feel you, to know you’re there, one more talk?
and nothing….
It gets very frustrating…
I wish you’d knock something over in the room, or make the lights flicker, something…?
I know wearing your ashes around my neck gives me a piece of mind, but sometimes I just want to feel you, and when I get nothing I begin to feel hopeless as I see no reassurance that you are there.
As I walked today, remembering you laugh, your funny jokes, and how annoyed you’d get when I kiss or hugged you “too much,” I ran into this heart, not sure who took their time to make it, but I think this was the sign I needed.
Glad to know you are still here♡
-Kbeautifulmind

I want to be.

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I want to be the only one in the room to grab your attention. The one that shows up and makes the rest of these females irrelevant. I want to be your best friend, the only person who best understands your energy and needs. The one that means so much to you, that even when I’m not around you’ll live to respect and please. I want to be your smile, happiness and what makes you feel complete. I want to build a bond so strong that nothing in today’s society can ever break us up. I want us to have the honesty, respect and trust that people envy. I want to be the one you never get bored or tired of, and no matter what life throws at us, I want to be the one you’ll never give up on.

-Kbeautifulmind

Nothing makes sense…

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Nothing makes sense sometimes…
“Why do people enter our lives?”
Why do things happen to us?”
I use to sit there and I’ll admit I still do at times and tell god, or who ever is up there that can hear me…
“Have I not been through enough?
I mean we been getting it since I could remember life?
Don’t I get a break?
Is there no happy ending for me? For us?”

But then time gives us the answers we need, and helps us understand why exactly is it that some people don’t stay in your lives, why you went through the life struggles you have been through, why you were given such responsibilities, and even with time as much as you don’t want to accept it, the death of your mother begins to make sense.
It’s all a part of life.
So I keep going because I still believe in happy ever after, in meeting my goals, my dreams, having my own family someday, meeting the one who just knows he wants to love me and only me for the rest of his life as we watch our little stinkers live and BE wonderful from that love we share.
I still believe in people, in their hearts, in their pain, and most of all I still believe in myself.
After everything, I believe in ME, and I know my time is coming, the day I can look up and say…
“This is it! Everything I deserve is right here!”

Remember guys, even when it doesn’t make sense, someday it will!!!

-Kbeautifulmind

Ingredientes to be the perfect lover…

Under promise, because your intentions should never be to hurt the one you love.
Over deliver, because there is nothing better than seeing a genuine smile on that special someone.
Be a Best Friend, because there needs to be friendship to make it last.
Be honest, because the truth will bring peace to your lovers mind and your conscious.
Plus lies will ruin EVERYTHING.
Communicate, because you want to unlock the answers to their needs and help them understand your’s.
Apprecite, because as beautiful as you see them someone else has noticed them too.
Cherish, because every moment spent with them can be your last and sadly nothing is forever.
and last but not least…
ALWAYS love and take care of yourself and your needs; for you can’t truly and deeply love them like they deserve if you are not at your best.

-Kbeautifulmind

Her smile was a glowing reflection from the memories of his hands tracing her body, the feeling of his lips on hers, and the sound of his voice that sings to her heart.
Memories…
of the man that weakens her mind, making her fall deeper every single time they meet again.

-Kbeautifulmind