He was choking her.
She was lost in his eyes not completely understanding what was drawing her in.
He gave her a kiss so deep, so passionate her lips began to feel numb, yet she just couldn’t resist.
He had her gasping for air, as he traced her body with his finger tips.
He was choking her, it was something she had never felt before.
She tried to control her breathing as his tongue explored her;
From her neck,
to her breast,
followed by her belly button,
down to her thighs and back up to her mouth.
He was choking her, kissing her softly, picking her up slowly, moving her in a rhythm that made her explode.
He was choking her, as he devoured her, filling her with so much love that she forgot how to breath.
And that’s when his heart broke.
As he realized that she was his happiness, and she was now happy in the arms of another man.
Kissing another man.
Hugging another man.
Singing to another man.
Writing about another man.
Play fighting with another man and grabbing his butt, and doing all of the things he loved but pretended like he didn’t.
Joking with another man, and making him laugh.
Smiling at another man, her eye’s glowing as she looked at him.
Her fingers twined in his.
That’s when he realized it, as he watched another man walk away with his happiness.
I threw a surprise babyshower for my sister yesterday and to my experience it all worked out and looked wonderful!:)
After the party was over and we finished cleaning up my family and I along with my uncle and auntie and other family members sat around just hanging out.
My uncles wife said to me..
“Wow Kelsey this was the nicest shower Ive ever been to, you really have an eye for creativity when is it your turn?”
Of course I burst out in laughter that I almost spit out the water I was drinking…
and I said to her…
“Anything rushed has a chance of failure, my boyfriend and I have only been together for a year and a half, you dont truly know someone at a year and a half and starting a life together right now would be stupid…”
Well everyones ears went up and my uncle said “Your grandma got married at 15 years old had 16 of us and only loved one man and was with one man till the day he died… your 23, in mexico people would be wondering whats wrong with you?”
I just laughed and said “well maybe I’m a weird tio” and ended the conversation there…
Talking to them would be setting myself up for a head ache and annoyance because they are so old school its either that or ignorant (no offense I still love them all)
Now don’t get me wrong I’m not saying that all people that get married young or have kids at a young age are setting them selves up for failure but what I am saying is that you shouldn’t have to rush into anything thats real when its real it just happens and it will stay that way no matter what happeneds.
When love is true it lives in your heart forever no matter what…
“Rushing to live for the now instead of looking to live for forever” is the mistake many people in todays generation are making…
And thats why divorce has increased to the extream in this decade…
Although Im so excited for my soon to come niece, my sister can vouch for me that when she told me she was pregnant I flipped, and her and her boyfriend have been together for over 5 years now but I still believed they should have waited.
You see I believe that LOVE is the slowest of all growths. No man or woman really knows what perfect love is until they have known each other for a quarter of a century. However Im not stating that I’m going to wait a quarter of a century to have kids or get married but I am going to make sure before I take any of these steps that the love I have with me is a gift not a need. I’m going to make sure that Im getting married or having kids with the person that I’m with for all the right reasons, not for money or benefits, or to rush into it because I want to get married and have a big pretty wedding, and definetly not because Im trying to fill in a hole that is empty and is telling my body that there is something missing.
And Im definetly not going to rush and have kids because I want to be a “young” mom or rush into getting married because Im getting “old”
You see I came from a family with a single mom, my dad left when I was five and my step dad was around for many years but that also fell apart.
My mom didnt know my father for more than 2 years before they decided to conceive me and although her and my step dad dated for a long time because of his job he was never really around for her to really get to know him…
I want my life to take a diffrent path, I want my kids to know their father and I want to get home to a husband I can kiss who after all the kids and years passed I could still be in-love with and be happy with.
I dont want to be unhappy sleeping in a separate bed before our 25 year anniversary and I dont want to be sharing custody and arguing who has the kids next weekend.
I know that waiting doesn’t guarantee success in marriage or motherhood, however I believe that to know the hole beautiful story a book has to tell you must read every single chapter and page. Therefore same goes with relationships you have to be apart of different chapters in someone’s life to see how they act and grow in order to write your own book of that story…
Wishing all the best in every chapter;