You can’t get through the pain by smiling through it, you have to work through it.
You have to face it,
and find peace with it.
Let the pain rest in peace.
-Kbeautifulmind
Tag: Death
I want to thank you
I want to thank you.
I want to thank you for all the simple things.
The laughs, the comfort, the peace.
I want to thank you.
I want to thank you because with you I felt myself again.
With you I learned to smile again, to really laugh, to relax, and really breathe.
You see before you life and people destroyed me.
These things that happened to me stripped me, they demolished who I was, what I believed in…
and you, this stranger came into my life and helped me in so many ways that you have no idea of.
I want to thank you, because a part of my healing, self love, and happiness is all thanks to you.
-Kbeautifulmind
Consumed
No one understands what it’s like to let yourself be consumed by a relationship because you love them, until you have experienced it.
Remember, yes you may love them (boyfriend/girlfriend/friends/AND specially FAMILY) but don’t ever lose yourself over love.
If it is unhealthy, if they don’t care like you do, if they don’t appreciate you, respect you, and love you like you deserve… it’s time to throw in the towel and call it quits.
I know it’s hard, we were taught to never be quitters, BUT sometimes it’s your life over their needs.
And staying somewhere, where you are miserable, unhealthy, abusing substances (yes food is a substance), is just you slowly committing succide over the the happiness of others.
It just ISN’T worth it.
-Kbeautifulmind
Let’s have a moment of silence…
Where were you when the world🌏stop turning that September day?
Did you shout out in anger in fear for you and your neighbors, or did you just sit down and cry?
I was about 12 years old, and I rememeber breaking down in tears.
Thinking, “man… life is a bit unfair sometimes…” My mom told me that night, “We don’t know why these things happen, that’s why you MUST cherish every minute of life you get, because people don’t realize it is a blessing JUST to be alive…”
Let’s have a moment of silence…
For the people who packed their luggage the night before, only to never unpack them again.
For the parents who kissed their kids goodbye, only to be the last kiss they’d ever give them.
For the husband who called his wife right before his plane crashed just to say, “This is it, I will always love you.”
For those that watched the buildings go down in front of them, knowing they couldn’t do anything to help.
For the firefighters and policemen who went in to help, only to lose their lives as well.
For the children who sat at school with fear, wondering if their parents were going to be okay?
But let’s not forget…
For ALL the lives that were lost not only on 9/11 but through out the days, months, years after that because of this “terrorist” threat.
and for all the innocent people… that “looked” like the responsible “ideal” terrorist that were bullied, attacked, robbed, pushed around, blamed, and even KILLED for something that till this day has no DIRECT person to blame…
at least not by a 100 percent proof.
We all have our own theories I’m sure…
R.I.P to all the victims that have died because of 9/11.
-Kbeautifulmind
I hope one day I look back and laugh at the struggles I’ve had in my life.
I also hope I cry, but I hope they are happy tears as I look around to see that I finally got all that I deserved, and that things turned out right.
I hope one day…
-Kbeautifulmind
Deja vu nightmares
She walked out the door, unsure if her body was tagging along.
She didn’t understand why any of it was happening.
It felt like a dream, a nightmare she wanted to wake up from.
Nothing made sense, how could this make sense?
With frustration she whispered…
“Cancer? Why the fuck would she deserve that?”
Nothing made sense…
She took a deep breath and then she looked up to the sky and said…
“Take anything away from me, take it all if you will; but please… please, let me keep her, let her win this fight.”
And then she woke up, only to remember she was already gone.
-Kbeautifulmind
Question from one of my readers
“What’s the scariest thing you have learned from this life?”
That nothing is forever.
And from this I’ve learned that a moment of happiness might only be for that moment, and you must accept that there is a high chance that you will never feel it again.
-Kbeautifulmind
-Kbeautifulmind
Spread positivity
You are not on this earth to understand why everything happens, or to figure out if what you believe in is real. The more you stress it, the less you’ll know. The more you worry the less happiness you allow in, and the more you expect the more disappointment you’ll find.
You are here to live and be happy with the now, to love unconditionally, to make a difference and spread positivity, and to accept that nothing lasts forever.
If you let life take its course and focus on being happy, everything else will work it’s self out.
-Kbeautifulmind
Milestone
Every year is a milestone, around this time last year I was so unhappy with my life and my self.
I couldn’t understand why life took the turns it did, and why I no longer had my best friend by my side. I believed in people who didn’t believe in me, and I got comfortable with discomfort. I lost myself on my road to happiness, and followed the path of destroying myself, for the chance of pleasing others.
I’ve always been a “planner,” almost never missing a deadline of what I set myself out to do. Therefor disappointment is something I don’t take very lightly and when things don’t work out my way, I always end up very mad at myself.
However, every year is a milestone…
and this year has taught me so, so much, I am forever grateful.
Thanks to the past, I am off my fairytale horse and I’ve never felt more satasfied, alive, and happy🌻
Kbeautifulmind 