They were both very happy to have found each other.
Not because it was hard to find someone but, because they both knew that they had found someone who wanted the same out come.
They both wanted love…
True, genuine, pure, honest, and real love.
The kind of love that could not be ruined by the chaos of society.
-Kbeautifulmind
Stand with me, listen to me,
show me how to trust again.
Hold me, enfold me,
show me that you’re here to stay.
Lay with me, discover me,
show me that you’re different.
Impress me, astonish me,
show me that you’re worthy.
Take me, taste me,
show me how you treat the one you’re trying to keep.
-Kbeautifulmind
At the end of the day all we want is good love.
A love so charismatic, that it throws you off guard because you can’t even explain the feelings you are getting.
A love connection so pure, that just being in the presence of the person you feel at home.
A love so unique, that nothing or anyone could distract the value this person holds in your life.
A love so deep, that the cells in your body recognize the touch, voice, and smell of the person and you can’t seem to get your excited body, mind, and soul to simmer down.
A love bond so strong, that anything life throws at you…
ANYTHING,
feels so little,
and so meaningless.
Because this person, this unique soul…
this good love is so deep, that it’s absolutely irreplaceable.
-Kbeautifulmind
I could sleep with you, I could.
I could kiss you, and get a taste of your delicious tongue as it unravels in my mouth and plays along with mine.
I could tear your shirt off of your body with out anticipation where beneath just lays another human body.
I could rip off your pants with the guts the alcohol has helped me build and pleasure you like you’ve never been pleasured before.
I could sleep with you, I could.
I could have your head wrapped around my legs and have you pleasure me, and if you’re any good allowing you to see my body lose it’s self with your touch.
I could let you inside of me, as our naked bodies move to different beats until we climax.
I could sleep with you, I could.
But, I’m not looking for someone to just sleep with.
I want someone worth knowing, someone I could lay it all on the line for and take a chance with.
I could sleep with you, I could.
But, then again…
I could sleep with anyone.
-Kbeautifulmind
Ever kissed someone and felt like the world stopped right in your tracks?
A feeling so deep that feels as if there has been some kind of chemistry you’ve never felt before?
OR…
Ever kiss someone that could be perfect for you. You seem to have so much in common with the person, and they are the ideal person you want to build a future with but, all you feel is sexual excitement? As if anyone else could give you that feeling because you are just horny? Not exactly a connection?
I’m sure most of you have answered yes to both of them.
My friend and I were talking about Chemistry between two people and the difference of it with soul recognition. We wondered how exactly that worked and if maybe we are too picky as we are both people that wish to find the person that makes us feel a unique chemistry as well as comes along and excites our soul.
So it got me thinking, and asking myself…
“Kelsey, have you met any one of your soul mates?”
I’m honestly not sure if I have.
and if I have, the only person closed to being one of my soul mates was my H.S sweet heart.
But if my ex-boyfriend wasn’t my soulmate, what was he?
and… what was the guy I dated after him that gave me similar feelings as I had once felt with my first boyfriend, but even better.
and… Why would I feel that way if him and I weren’t anything serious?
and… why is it that any of the guys I’ve dated and talked to since, can’t seem to make me feel the same?
Could I be shutting down and not allowing the feelings?
or
is there really no chemistry at all?
My mom use to tell me that we have three soul mates in this life…
My friend agrees.
I also heard from a man once… “Every man gets three great women in his life. One of them is usually his mother, so if he’s already had one good one, he better not screw it up with the next one because she could be the last one.”
So, what exactly is chemistry?
well, weather you believe in soul mates or not…
I’ve come to discover, that I believe that when souls recognize each other, thats what makes the chemistry.
I believe that maybe you do have a couple of soul mates and that not all of them are technically put in your life for sexual/romantic relationships.
You see, chemistry is important.
It’s indescribable.
You can feel it when you meet someone and like them, no matter the gender and “how” it is that you like them, and you can feel it when you don’t like someone or can’t seem to stand the person at all.
Therefor,
I believe that chemistry IS soul recognition.
Our souls were meant to recognize certain people with an importance that tells your body and mind “this person is one of us, this person would be good for our life.”
Chemistry is what makes these magical moments. It’s beautiful, wonderful, and uncontrollable.
You can’t fabricate it…
It’s what makes that kiss feel like the world has stopped in your tracks.
A feeling so deep and full of chemistry because you were meant to connect with that person in this life time…
So how could you be meant to only feel that three whole times in your life?
In my belief … Impossible.
-Kbeautifulmind
“You’re my Dimond in the rough.”
Was the lie that rolled out of his tongue;
as he promised her forever, days before he left her.
“You’re my Dimond in the rough.”
Were the words that ran in her head, as she cried after she discovered the truth only days later.
There he was, the man she had helped built, and never gave up on.
The man she forgave, over and over again many times before…
The man she fought for, for so long.
There he was…
In a picture with another one of his little flings, the one that was worth walking away with.
The other woman who had no respect, and decided to post a picture of them after only a couple of days.
Like breaking someone’s heart wasn’t enough pain, so they had to humiliate her and laugh in her face.
“You’re a dimond in the rough,” she says out loud now that so much time has passed.
“You’re a dimond in the rough,” she says smiling and giggling as she sees how happy she is now.
Now, that she has discovered that she is indeed a dimond…
except this time she’s free from the rough, never to have to live through such nightmare again.
-Kbeautifulmind
I still miss you, and it’s not fair.
I have men asking me out, blowing up my phone, dms, even trying to make me fall…
yet your face always comes to mind.
I’ve loved people more then I’ve even liked you, yet I don’t miss them.
Before you, I had lost hope.
I had shut down.
I was in the dark.
You had turned on the light for me.
You made me feel like I was hole again.
With you…
I felt alive.
I felt free.
I felt worthy.
I felt comfortable to be me.
I felt like you understood me.
I still miss you, and it’s just not fair.
-Kbeautifulmind
I heard once that getting the truth is the only way to feel relieved.
I use to believe that because I was able to discover the truth and confront you about it, I had won.
I tried to always convince myself that your “sorry’s” actually meant something.
I believed that if I heard it come out of your mouth, if you begged me to stay, if you cried, I had won.
Even after you broke my heart, I thought that all I needed was an apology to move on and forget the pain.
I didn’t realize that I needed to accept who you were to truly move on.
I didn’t realize that by accepting those weak apologizes, I was only encouraging your bad behavior.
I didn’t realize that I was only making excuses for you, because I was afraid to be alone.
I didn’t realize that I needed to love myself again and see my worth to truly move on.
Until I actually did it.
So listen when I tell you…
Sorry is not enough…
Sorry couldn’t change the fact that my eyes had seen the pictures, the text messages, and the betrayal.
The damage was done, and things were never going to change no matter how good I was to you.
Being the perfect girlfriend never stopped you.
Being your best friend never stopped you.
Encouraging you never stopped you.
Listening to you never stopped you.
Believing in you never stopped you.
Making you laugh never stopped you.
Loving you right and being “The best you’ve ever had,” never stopped you.
Therefor,
forgiving you every time…
accepting your apologies every time…
accepting the flowers and the gifts…
sweeping it under the rug and putting on a smile…
was never going to stop you.
I know now how foolish I was for competing with them, yet my fractured heart always cried with hope that this time you’d prove me wrong.
I forgive you.
I’m finally letting you go.
I’m finally letting you rest in peace.
Just do me favor…
that gal, the one that made it worth walking away from the one who fought so much to keep you…
treat her better.
-Kbeautifulmind
Everything stops when I’m with him.
We can be surrounded by a crowed, standing in the middle of all the commotion.
The ladies can have their eyes on him, the men may have their eyes on me…
yet, we can’t take our eyes off each other.
Our eyes connect, and our souls recognize each other.
Everything stops when we are together, because together is what feels right.
-Kbeautifulmind
I was cleaning up my phone yesterday…
I am running out of memory and I needed to clean out my back up files…
I came across our pictures.
All the good times, the laughs, the talks…
right there in one file.
I wasn’t sure of what to do next, I wanted to delete them but, then I didn’t.
I smiled when I saw them but, then I frowned.
I can’t seem to understand what happened?
I was so sure of our bond, and your purpose in my life.
I thought we’d be at least friends, always.
I was cleaning up my phone yesterday…
I came across our pictures, realizing they are now just memories…
only to find myself missing you again.
-Kbeautifulmind
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