Starve your ego, quit hiding from me.
Feed my soul, you’re exactly what I need.
Show me what you want and that’s what I’ll be.
Tell me you want this, and I’m yours for keeps.-Kbeautifulmind
Month: March 2015
This is all Me
You guys want to talk about me, tell people ya’ll don’t know about me.
Telling them that ya’ll don’t know if I could succeed, if I can control what my mom left to me.
But what you guys don’t know is that this is all me, raising them is all I have known since my brother was three.
When his father took off and it went all back on her, a warrior and hero that did all she could to make me believe.
Believe in my self and understand what this was, the struggles we lived and how we never had enough.
Enough to live up to the standards of the rest, remember when we were kids you guys were considered the best.
But now look at me and all I can be, don’t question what I’m doing if you ain’t helping me.
I got this don’t trip, she prepared me enough, she knew who to trust and I’m doing it with love.
Keep running your mouths and continue to doubt, for all your are doing is pumping me up to be the best there is now.
Don’t worry about us, we already have enough, and we will only get more as we rise up our empire and are no longer apart of the poor.
That’s when you will see that our angel is here, as she believes and knows exactly what we could be.
When we succeed I can’t wait to watch you all cringe.
Cringe from the negativity you tried to poison us with, because you didn’t want to believe.
-Kbeautifulmind
What’s on your mind?
Show me your soul and all that you define.
I want to know you and all of your fears.
What makes you sad and what makes you cheer.
I want to know what excites you, and what turns you on.
I want you to show me what you like best, and what it would be like to be a part of this zest.
“I want to know how you think”
-Kbeautifulmind
Come here and kiss me with those wonderful lips.
Bring on that sweet smile that makes me feel weak.
Bring on those eyes that make me believe, that this could be wonderful once it’s just you and me.
“Just you and me”
-Kbeautifulmind
Those eyes draw me in,
his smile makes me melt,
and when he holds me close I can’t help but feel well.
It’s the effort he makes that tells me he cares.
-Kbeautifulmind
She was
She was everything he wasn’t.
She woke up something in him, he never knew was there.
She had him doing things he never did.
She had him twirling her and dancing on his two left feet.
She had him singing songs he never listened to.
She had him picking out flowers and wanting to write love letters too.
She had him day dreaming of what their future life could be.
She had him thinking of what else he could do, what else he could do to be his very best.
She had him wanting to be the very best for her.
-Kbeautifulmind
All she could see in sight
It was the effort he made to know of her.
It was the way he tried to get out of his comfort zone, and the way he made her feel comfortable.
It was the way he held her hand and kissed it ever so gently as he made her blush and smile so heavily.
It was the way he made her laugh too, and how he made effort to never see her blue.
It was the way he stood out a side from all the other guys, who tried to get her attention…
but he was all she could see in sight.
-Kbeautifulmind
She was beautiful
She was beautiful for the way she thought.
She was beautiful for her ora.
She was beautiful for that sparkle in her eyes when she spoke of what she loved and desired.
She was beautiful for that contagious smile.
She was beautiful for the way she looked at me.
She was beautiful for waking up something in me that I wanted to feel forever.
-Kbeautifulmind
Forever
I always thought that we would be together.
Since the day I first met you, that smile scarred my soul and I just couldn’t forget you.
I could have sworn that we would be together, when we reunited I believed that we would last forever.
Look at us now just two lovers from the past, walking past each other, just two strangers who couldn’t last.
It just seems so sad when you think back, but sadly there is no coming back from the pain that has been caused.
Maybe the timing wasn’t right again, or maybe you weren’t ready to move on, maybe the timing was right but you weren’t ready to be drawn.
Drawn into commitment, since you couldn’t stop telling all those lies only causing us to continue to fight.
Maybe it was me, maybe I wasn’t as good as I could be,
or maybe I just tried too hard, and took my effort into extremes.
I guess we will never know because there ain’t no way I’m looking back, It just seems so sad when I think about the things you use to say, all the promises you made.
Because…
I always thought that we would be together, when we reunited I believed that we would last forever.
-Kbeautifulmind
Dear momma
Dear Momma,
What does it look like in heaven?
Is it peaceful?
Is it as nice as they say?
Does the sun shine bright forever?
or do you still get the privilege to see the beautiful moon and the stars at the end of the day?
Are you with your love ones and some of your friends?
Have your fears and your pain gone away?
I sure hope so…
Here on earth everything’s different…
Things changed a lot since you been gone, but I’m sure your watching it all from above.
Life is pretty good for me, as a matter of fact I’m better than you left me, but it feels like everything good is missing since you left.
There’s an emptiness I just can’t explain.
I truly hope you’re doing great!
I hope you’re dancing in the sky and I hope you’re singing all of your favorite songs.
I hope your cooking all of your favorite foods and that everyone likes it just like we do.
I hope you’re laughing and having a blast.
I hope your days are filled with love and light and that you never stress or worry at all.
I bet it’s so nice up in heaven since you’ve arrived.
Tell me are you happy?
Are you more alive?
Because here on earth it feels like everything good is missing since you left, there’s an emptiness I just can’t explain.
Praying for your peaceful rest,
Your daughter.
-Kbeautifulmind
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