Tag: romance

If you were to ask me…

If you were to ask me,
“What do you want? What is one thing you miss?”
I’d say to you…
I just want to lay with you.
I want to be in between your legs with my head on your chest.
We can talk, read, listen to music or watch television, but I just want to lay with you skin on skin.
I want to feel the soft touch of your hands on my back as you caress my body and I listen to your heart beat.
I want to feel that sensation of our legs wrapped together as our feet meet at the end of the bed.
I just want to lay with you, naked and wrapped up in your arms.
I just want to lay with you, laying with you is all I need.

-Kbeautifulmind

Hopeless

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Love can make you feel hopeless.
It’s hard to be friendly with someone seeing too many people.
It’s hard to believe everything is going to be alright, when your fear to trust others only seems to be making things harder.
It’s hard to trust others, when those you trust keep taking you for granted.
This shit gets easier when you find people that share your same dreams.
Unfortunetly today’s society makes it hard to detect who these people are.
Everyone’s got some kind of mask to protect themselves.
So you take chances, and even when it seems good it could be bad, and when it seems bad it can get good, you just never know.
But is it worth the risk?
Make someone your all and they don’t like it, they take it for granted and destroy it.
People don’t want someone who wants them, we always want someone we can’t have easily.
Don’t make them your priority and you might be saving yourself from getting hurt but you can also be losing them and later regretting it.
Only a little after they walk away you end up realizing you lost one of the best things you could have had in this life.
So how do you follow your heart but also pay attention to what you want?
Maybe you just want to have fun and do your own thing, but what if from all the fun you end up losing?
What if you do want love, but you just don’t want to yet?
Will you be able to get it again if you take care of your needs first? Can you come back?
Some people meet again, but some just live on missing the one that got away.
So how do you decide?
What if you’re the one falling?
Do you wait? What is too long?
And where is the insurance that it will be worth it?
Than there is rules you have to follow, because to everyone around you it’s about how your looking, and stupid is the last thing you want to be known for.
The whole thing just begins to make you feel hopeless at times, it’s mental succide, and taking chances can get scary.
At times you want to feel hopeless, because being hopeless means you don’t care, and that in itself makes you feel protected.
When you have felt pain so constant, being hopeless just seems more comforting.
Even if that’s not what your heart truly desires.
-Kbeautifulmind

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He woke up and it was too darn early…
The alarm kept going off.
It was a gloomy morning, and it looked like it was going to rain.

He looked next to him and there she was, naked, laying on her stomach, with her curly hair all over the place.
As he watched her breathe and sleep so peacefully he could still see the scars on her back from the knife of her previous lover.
He caressed them softly and thought…

“I want to protect her. I could truly love her someday, I want to be the one to heal that heart so that she never feels pain again.”

She woke up, turned and looked at him.

“Good morning!” He said.

“Good morning handsome,” and she smiled.

“Have you been awake this whole time?”

“No, but I did wake up before you and I was just thinking, as I watched you sleep…”

“About?”

“I was wondering… do you still feel the pain? Do you still remember him?”

She paused and saw it all in her head again, but it no longer moved her.

“I’ll never forget; How can you forget one of the most memorable lessons of your life?
You can’t, the lessons of life are our best teachers.” She smiled and kissed him softly.

In that moment he knew…
He knew that he could truly in deed love her someday, and that she would sincerely love him back and also heal his wounds.

“The broken pair”

-Kbeautifulmind

She made a promise

She made a promise to herself, not because she wanted to shut and lock all the doors to love.

She made this promise because the pain from the games were still too raw.

She knew her worth, exactly what she wanted, and what she very well deserved.

So she laid her offer on the table and walked out that door with all the hurt.

As she shut the door, she felt the fear drifting and a proud feeling in her chest.

She knew that if she kept her promise, it would all be worth it in the end, for the one who got to taste her body again would be the one to never hurt her or let it end.

-Kbeautifulmind

As I hear the thundering…

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As I hear the thundering in the skies;
and each raindrop thuds against my window glass.
I sit in bed with open eyes;
Thinking about you and what we could have had.

The coldness makes me yearn for your warm embrace;
which would be the perfect gesture on this empty bed.

I need you so badly, on this cold rainy night;
to work your magic on me,
to kiss me well, to hug me tight;
and make endless love to me.

If someone now would grant me a wish;
I wouldn’t take no time to think,
And wish that before times perish;
You’ll realize what we could be.

-Kbeautifulmind

How to help maintain a relationship…

Both parties need to pay attention to the relationship, and their significant other.

Support each other and the relationship by making effort to understand them.

Make sure they are happy…

Ask them:

“Do I make you Happy?”
“Do I understand you?”
“Am I making you suffer?”

Finally, give it a lot of effort daily to learn to love them better.

-Kbeautifulmind