But… I still believe in love.

image

I still believe in receiving flowers
I still believe in long walks on the beach, and that warm feeling you get when he holds your hand and kisses it.
I still believe in getting lost in someone’s eyes and talking for hours.
I still believe in midnight drives and butterflies right before you kiss the one you love.
I still believe in love notes and reminding the one you love how much they mean to you.
Yes I know a heart can break.
Yes I know putting your guard down, can destroy your faith.
Yes I know you can get hurt and taking a chance can be scary too.
But I still believe in love.
I still believe in miricles.
I still believe that nothing can take what’s truly meant to be yours.
I still believe in team work and true partnership between two people.
I still believe that if you both work hard at it, there is a big chance at a forever.
I still believe in wedding rings and vowels.
I still believe the best walk you’ll ever take is walking down the aisle.
Yes I understand that nothing is promised.
Yes I understand that nothing is forever.
But I still believe in love.
-Kbeautifulmind

“I’m surprised you don’t have a boyfriend yet?”

Why do dudes say shit like this?

It’s like saying you “NEED” a boyfriend, or there is something wrong with you because you don’t have a boyfriend.

I don’t NEED a boyfriend, as a matter of fact I don’t even WANT a boyfriend.

What can a boyfriend do for me that I can’t do for myself?

What I’d like someday is a partnership
I’d like a teammate…
Someone who has my back, who supports me, appreciates me, respects me, acknowledges me, and is going to be my partner in crime.
Someone who won’t run when life gets hard, who won’t give up on me, who will respect me even if I’m not present, and who will stick besides me hand in hand.
Someone who won’t try to run me, or make me feel uncomfortable in my own skin.
Someone who has his own persona and understands I have mine.
Someone who I can trust and believe in.
Someone who is my escape, where I feel better even when the rest of my world seems like it’s crashing down.

I want a real teammate, a best friend, a real guy who is truly down for me.

I don’t NEED or WANT a boyfriend…
I’m too old for that childish shit.
I’m not looking for someone to run, control, or have on some leash.
I want true monogomy and respect.
I want a partnership.
-Kbeautifulmind