You must live in the moment, in order to understand your destination.
-Kbeautifulmind
Personal note:
Sometimes we forget that tomorrow isn’t promised.
We are so desperate to know…
“What next?”
From our love lives, people affairs, careers, living situations etc.
We are always planning ahead, and even thought planning is good to an extend.
We must not allow it to cloud the fact that this very moment, the “right now” might be all we have.
My only aspiration is to find someone who I can escape into.
Someone true who doesn’t drag me down but, makes me better than I already am on my own.
Someone who will truly be my remedy, and hold my hand when this world gets cruel.
-Kbeautifulmind
We are always trying to wait for the “right time,” only to later realize that there isn’t enough time.
Get your happiness NOW, achieve your goals NOW, chase your dreams NOW, express yourself NOW, follow your heart NOW.
Time doesn’t wait for anyone, and death doesn’t give you a pass when it’s ready to take you.
-Kbeautifulmind
Life can be a bit stressful at times.
Situations can make you hopeless and at times make you want to just give up!
I got two word of advise for you…
“Be Joyful”
Life is a difficult journey but, besides that it is a beautiful journey and no matter what you are going through…
you are going to be okay.
As long as you are joyful…
hopeful…
you are going to be okay.
-Kbeautfulmind
On a night where my mom and I were both sooo tired but couldn’t sleep…
She stated…
Mom: “What a long day huh? Radiation, chemo, blood tests, and two doctor appointments…
Me:” Yeah…” (I couldn’t sit there and say I was exhausted, when she was the one going through it. I just went with her… but she was right, I was tired too.)
Mom: “I can’t believe I’m really dying… all the things I didn’t get to do… vale madre…”
We had just found out my mom’s cancer was moving rapidly and it had now taken over half of her spine, and most of her hip…
She had been in some serious pain!!!
With tears in my eyes but trying to hold them in I said…
Me: “What would you have done more of mom?”
Mom: “Pues empezando… viajar mas… pero también… eir a muchos conciertos (I would have gone to a lot of concerts) no hay mejor médicina que la música!(there is no better medicine like music)
y en vivo? Uuuyyy, olvidalo! (And live music!? Ffeeewww, forget it! It’s amazing!)
I couldn’t help but smile because my mom new that I LOVE music, and to dance.
Even though I knew she loved music too, she was more quite and reserved so the image of her at a concert made me smile because she had always been more of a home body.
Me: “Well, I wanted to make it before you left us someday. But I promise you, that I will travel for you and you won’t have to ask me twice to go to a concert.”
Mom: “Eres bien alegre… (you are always so happy) You got that from me, because your dad was always an “amargado” but before I “worked to die” I was JUST like you!
Since my mom has passed I been to over 10 concerts…
No money to travel much yet but I’ve been on a plane 3 times…
A year and a half later… and for the rest of my life…
not only am I living for ME but I’m living for her…
-Kbeautifulmind
I’ve always lived a pretty hard life.
Finacially things have never been at their best, and over all god has truly picked on me to carry-on a B I G load of stress.
So yes I’m the person that constantly thinks…
“MY life would be so much easier if I had more money.”
“MONEY could really get rid of all this stress right now?”
“Do you know how happy I’d be if I had a lot of money?”
And to tell you all the truth.
Money really truly could fix A L O T of my problems right now…
But money could never give me happiness.
That is something I have needed to find on my own, with in myself, with in my struggles, and the life god has gave me.
Money doesn’t buy happiness.
Fame doesn’t make you any less human.
It might make “society” a little easier.
It might make the standards we have to live up to a little less stressful.
But LIFE in it’s self, to truly L I V E has nothing to do with “everything” you have.
You can only enjoy life and survive life with soul food, inner peace, self love, comfort, and support from the rest of the humans in your life and the love of all humanity in it’s self.
Today, tomorrow and always we should smile at people… a simple hello, I love you, or asking how their day is going can save their life.
A simple ear to listen can make them keep pushing.
A simple hug can remind them that they are not alone.
Live like you are dying and love like you are dying because you never know what kind of demons others are fighting on the inside.
You never know what kind of emotional or physical sicknesses those around you are struggling to fight.
Over use I love you and count your blessing!
Remember, life is a gift and health is a privilege. †
-Kbeautifulmind
“Don’t build a wall around your own suffering or it may devour you from the inside.” – Frida Kahlo🌹
One of my favorite quotes by such an enchanting, smart, and unique woman.
She not only understood the power of love, but most importantly understood the power of S E L F 💕 L O V E.
She understood that one must find peace and hope within ourselves in order to be happy.
We can’t let the betrayals of others destroy our self being and believes.
We must fight off the poison others try to venom our lives with.
We MUST always stay true to ourselves…
After all, remember we are stuck with ourselves until the day we no longer breathe.
Love the’ as much as you have loved or will love another.
Kbeautifulmind♡
“I don’t know how you do it?”
60% of people are really wondering?
35% are really wondering, and wish you weren’t.
5% are really wondering, and are so proud and glad you are.
They are all wondering…
-Kbeautifulmind
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