Where was I when you figured out all those little doubts were just too much to conquer,

Was I smilin’ like a fool
Over morning kisses and pancakes?

Did you know it was a lie
When you said you could see yourself with me?

Was I laying on your chest rocking my hips to your heart beat?

Was it after making love, as you noticed I was falling?

Was there ever an exact moment, or did your feelings never rise for me?

What was it like to watch me fall, knowing that you wouldn’t catch me?

Where was I?
Why couldn’t I see it ending?

-Kbeautifulmind

Consumed

No one understands what it’s like to let yourself be consumed by a relationship because you love them, until you have experienced it.
Remember, yes you may love them (boyfriend/girlfriend/friends/AND specially FAMILY) but don’t ever lose yourself over love.
If it is unhealthy, if they don’t care like you do, if they don’t appreciate you, respect you, and love you like you deserve… it’s time to throw in the towel and call it quits.
I know it’s hard, we were taught to never be quitters, BUT sometimes it’s your life over their needs.
And staying somewhere, where you are miserable, unhealthy, abusing substances (yes food is a substance), is just you slowly committing succide over the the happiness of others.
It just ISN’T worth it.
-Kbeautifulmind

The difference

The difference between the others and I, is that they just want him.
They look and see him for his body, those eyes, and oh that smile.
I don’t want him, his body isn’t worth much to me.
His looks are just a charming thing to see, but they won’t make me better.
I want to support him, motivate him, and encourage him.
I want to listen to him, understand him, and watch him grow.
You see, the difference between them and I, is that I actually see him.
When I look at him I don’t just see his physical appearance.
I see his soul and feel his energy that represent him as an individual.
The difference between the others and I, is that…
I actually want to know him and love him unconditionally.
-Kbeautifulmind

But… I still believe in love.

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I still believe in receiving flowers
I still believe in long walks on the beach, and that warm feeling you get when he holds your hand and kisses it.
I still believe in getting lost in someone’s eyes and talking for hours.
I still believe in midnight drives and butterflies right before you kiss the one you love.
I still believe in love notes and reminding the one you love how much they mean to you.
Yes I know a heart can break.
Yes I know putting your guard down, can destroy your faith.
Yes I know you can get hurt and taking a chance can be scary too.
But I still believe in love.
I still believe in miricles.
I still believe that nothing can take what’s truly meant to be yours.
I still believe in team work and true partnership between two people.
I still believe that if you both work hard at it, there is a big chance at a forever.
I still believe in wedding rings and vowels.
I still believe the best walk you’ll ever take is walking down the aisle.
Yes I understand that nothing is promised.
Yes I understand that nothing is forever.
But I still believe in love.
-Kbeautifulmind