Tag: desire

I want you to feel at home

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I want you to feel at home.
I want the next time you wake up next to me, to know that by my side is where you want to be.
I want you to make yourself at home; in my soul, my heart, and in between my thighs.
So go ahead and take off your shoes, leave them at the door. Un pack your bags, you won’t need your luggage anymore.
Lock the door and throw away the key, open up yourself and stay with me.
Let me love you, and take care of you like you very well deserve.
I want to take away your fears and erase your past.
Show you how much better, your future looks if you take my hand.
Because…
All I want is for you to feel at home.
-Kbeautifulmind

She was the sea, who shimmered and glowed on a beautiful summer night.
He was the shore in which her tides would crash against as the moon watched from above.
He let her embrace him with the mighty waves of her love.
Kissing him fiercely, drowning him in all that she was.

-Kbeautifulmind

Application for my final lover

I love myself a handsome, clean cut man with a heart warming smile… (smiles are my weakness)

But that doesn’t mean much anymore…
It’s about being a spiritually and emotionally healthy person.

I don’t want a super model, or a dude who has over 100 followers.
I don’t care if you won the lotto, drive a Mercedes-Benz, or can buy me anything I desire.
Looks and money don’t matter.
Appearance is nice, but the real question is; Are you humorous?
How’s your confidence? Your mental health? Have you let the past rest yet? How’s your conversation? How open are you to learning new things?
What about trying new things?
Are you loving? Do you think honesty is one of the most important ingredient for a relationship?
Do you know how to play/work in a team?
Are you forgiving or do you hold grudges? Will you swallow your pride and apologize when you’re wrong?
How important is family to you? Do you believe unity is important in a family?
Will you be nurturing and loving to your children? And if you’re not affectionate, will you at least accept affection?
How important are promises to you? Do you easily break them?
Do you believe in marriage? And if so do you believe in divorce? Do you believe in “until death do us part” or will you give up when it gets hard?
Basically what I’m asking is…
When our marriage dies (because it will a couple of times) will you be willing to work with me to bring it back?
How well do you deal with stress? Do you run for the hills or stick it through till it’s resolved?
Do hard times break you or do they motivate you?

Last but not least are you emotionally and spiritually healthy?
Do you believe in yourself, do you love yourself?

I’ll be first to say I love myself a clean cut handsome man with a heart warming smile but if you’re not a healthy human being please discard this application.

Thank you,
Kbeautifulmind

I want you

I don’t need you, and that’s what makes you special.
I want you, and wanting you like this feels so much better than needing you or anyone, as a matter of fact.
I want you, me wanting you is pure, it’s actual, it’s honest, it’s real.
I’ve never wanted anyone in my life, but somehow you have come along and I want you.
I want to continue to feel the emotions you bring me upon.
I want to continue to see your smile on mornings when we can sleep in.
Only to be followed by morning love making and yummy breakfast to finish.
I want to continue to laugh so naturally like only you have made me do.
I want to bicker about the little things we bicker about on purpose to mess with the other.
I want to continue to get to know you, and I want to see where it all goes.
I don’t need you, I want you.

-Kbeautifulmind

You been on my mind

You been on my mind.

I lose myself in time just thinking of your face.

God only knows, why he brought you in my life, but what I do know is I wanted you to stay.

I thought you felt it too, the comfort and the warmth.

There was something about you, that made me feel at home.

Your body was so comforting, your smile made me happy.

In you I saw something I had never felt before.

With you I felt confident and complete, so I figured you felt it too.

You been on my mind, I lose myself in time just thinking of your face…

the face I’ll never get to kiss again.

-Kbeautifulmind

The perfect example

You’re still the perfect example.
The way you loved me was un conditional.
Because of you I hold no grudge, towards the one who came and broke my heart.
You’re still the perfect example, because of you I know what true love looks like.
Thanks to you I still have hope, thanks to you I still believe.
Because of you, I know how being truly loved should be.
You’re still the perfect example, thanks to you I know exactly what I need. 

-Kbeautifulmind

If you’d take the time to read me

If you’d take the time to read me, you’d see how I’m truly feeling by just looking into my eyes.
You’d see how much I desire your touch all the time.
You’d see how your kisses make me feel complete.
You’d see how at home I feel when I am in your arms.
You’d see how the simple gestures take my breathe away.
You’d see that you’re responsible for almost all of my giggles and smiles.
If you’d just take the time to read me.
-Kbeautifulmind

I want to love a whole.

Half: 

haf/Submit
noun
1.
either of two equal or corresponding parts into which something is or can be divided.
“the northern half of the island”

Complete: 

verb

4.

make (something) whole or perfect.
“he only needed one thing to complete his happiness”
synonyms: finish off, round off, top off, crown, cap, complement
“the outfit was completed with a veil”

I use to dream of finding my “other half.“

Both times I have fallen in love I actually believed I had found (him).

Because before them I didn’t feel whole.

I didn’t love myself.

I didn’t believe in myself.

I didn’t feel that I could actually be happy being alone.

Unfortunately, I am not one of the only people who have felt this way, and what’s even more crazy is people go their whole lives feeling this way.

This is where people screw up.

They feel it’s normal and just go with it, until they settle for anyone because they believe that without “someone” by their side they are not complete.

What’s funny is that before the relationships even ended, I was always looking for “something,” something that would take away the empty feeling I had. When I couldn’t figured it out, I assumed that it was the relationship, the person’s fault for the way I was feeling.

Now that I’ve learned, I’ve realized that the first time there was nothing missing, I was missing. The self love, the self confidence, the self trust, is what was missing.

You can’t fully love someone else like they deserve, if you don’t love yourself.

The second time, I was missing so bad that I actually convinced myself to believe that I deserved the “type” of love I was receiving.

I’m still learning.

So far, I have learned the definitions of “half” and “complete.”

and I now know I don’t want either or to define the person I end up with for the rest of my life.

I don’t want an “other half,” I want a WHOLE.

I want a whole person, someone who knows exactly who they are, what they represent, what they want, and who loves themselves enough to know how to love ME.

I don’t want to feel complete when this person comes along, or for them to feel like I complete them.

I want us to already be complete, only to come along and complement each others lives for the better.

I don’t want to be someone else’s ideal “Ms. Right,” or “The One.”

I don’t want someone that has been looking for someone like me their whole lives.

I want to fall into someone.

I want to come long and change their lives for the best.

I want to make them feel things they have never felt before.

I want to add to their happiness, I want someone who before me was already happy with themselves.

I want to be someones whole and I want them to be my whole.

I want us to be two wholes who simply just deserve each other, who simply just realized we wanted to to continue to grow while we watch the other grow.

I don’t want to ever end up with another half, or feel like a half again.

I refuse to settle for someone to complete me.

I want a whole someone, so that I can live with their all, learn about their all, and love their all and whole entire persona.

I want the next time I fall in love, to just simply be a whole who loves another whole and entire other person.

I want someone who can give me their all, while I also give them my all.

-Kbeautifulmind